easy to see

I remember everything. From the moment we met to the last time we made contact. I remember everything you used to wear, and the way you used to have your hair. I could even tell you how you smelled. I remembered when we were at our most absolute closest and i can remember the moment when we got so far away. I remember all the things i taught you, and i remember all the things you taught me. I remember everything ive let you borrow, and i remember all that i took from you. I remember every sorry ive said, and i remember each time you meant your sorries. I can count them on my hand.

Its a gift to remember all that is you, but dang. It sucks to!

if we die now

I went snowboarding to. Fun stuff! I ate it hard the first time around and jacked up my hand =[
My body got beat like rocky on the meat. It was fun stuff though.

ef. I have really boring stuff that i wanna blog about it. So....



Disclaimer: this gets boring



*ahem*

Death is a very interesting subject. Not many can fully fathom the idea of death. Having a complete mental grasp on death is pretty frightening. For me, at least what i think, is that it is a cease of conscience. Some believe that death is just a passageway to the afterlife. Heaven, reincarnation, hell, whatever. But i dont believe that. I think death is just an eternity of nothingness. And when people begin to think of that idea, they become frightened. And fear drives them to place massive amounts of faith into religions, whereas when thought about logically, these religions just seem ridiculous. People want to believe in something else, that theres something in the afterlife, something waiting for them. And maybe there is, but at this time of my life, its just to hard to believe any kind of afterlife can exist. I wanna be wrong, i really do!